January 2010
“Trick is that you say, ‘It was way better than I expected’ then...”
– Vinson Huang (About breaking the news about the grade you got on your final)
“When you lose somebody, you think you’ve lost the whole world as well. But...”
– Walt Disney (via idareyoutoclickthis) (via justdontforgetme)
“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own...”
– Sarah Dessen (Just Listen) (via artpixie)
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hey beautiful ;)
how u doing?
I won’t lie. Horrible.
What are you passionate about?
I’m not even sure. I have no idea what I plan to do with my life nor am I sure what I’m really passionate about. I love music and writing and reading, but I’m not sure if I’m necessarily passionate about them. What are you passionate about?
...
January 28, 2010
Fuck this. Fuck everything. Fuck feelings. If I care, apparently I’m caring too much. I’m being oversensitive, over involved. When I don’t care, then I’m being a bitch.
What the fucking fuck?
I’M SO FUCKING TIRED. I don’t even know what I’m feeling anymore! Damn. I can’t even control my feelings. The only thing that’s going through my head is...
January 27, 2010
Today was a long day…
I just can’t seem to distract myself. I have this crazy pounding headache but I can’t even seem to make myself nap/sleep… This is ridiculous. My sleeping pattern has been all out of whack lately. My mood’s fucked and I’m too tired to try and piece it back together.
Whatever.
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People always feed us these ideas of growing up - that growing up is a great thing, that it liberates us and gives us power. Yet, we never hear of all the pain we go through as we’re changing. All of the life lessons, all of the mistakes we’ll make, betrayals that we face, and people that we lose.
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I needa come down and visit you soon! Make sure you leave some room in that busy calendar so that we can kick it, alriiight?
Waiiit, who’s this?
hey i always see u around campus, u r very pretty. (:
Thank you, I think!
Do you like anybody right now?
Boyfriend? Duh.
hi uhm, wanna know a secret? iloveyou. But i...
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I've come to terms with the fact that...
I’m not going to be getting anything better than a B in my Honors College Math class because Mrs. Lee refuses to round up. Fucking 89.5…
I could probably BS my way through my Spanish II, Chemistry, Video Productions, and World Studies finals and still pass with A’s.
I don’t even know my English grade, but it may very well be a B since I got a C on our last TIES.
...
I have this sinking feeling in my stomach...
Distract me from it?
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Truth is...
I’m far from being confident. I’m insecure as fuck sometimes. It’s the one thing that I truly wish I could change about myself. Although I suppose, if I got rid of those insecurities I wouldn’t really feel the need to change anything about myself in the first place. Anyways, I went off on an tangent… What I mean to say is. Some people take me as a confident, go-lucky,...
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Shoaib: See that just means you guys were never loved as freshmans and can't comprehend love. D:
Jessica: You're ridiculous, ahaha. I'm always loved, shoot. What's not to love? AHA.
Shoaib: Uh Huh yup keep telling yourself that...
Jessica: Don't have to 'cause it's true.
Shoaib: Haaaaah you're a confident one no lie.
Jessica: It's not that I'm confident. I'm just content with the amount of people that love me. Shoot, send me a world of haters and it'd still be alright 'cause I know the people who really care about me. Aha.
“Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don’t trust them, but to see...”
– (via poeticheartache) (via annareatyou)
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when gets cut you’d stick your weenus into it!? :D
Uhm.. o_o No?
name the people you trust the most? (:
Mia, Ryan, Elizar, Hillary, Cynthia, Joyce.
And a few others, I guess.
are you a virgin?
Why does it matter to you? Tryna get at my virginity or something?
Leave me something to look forward to(:
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January 26, 2010
In summation of all the events of today:
Review. More review. Even more review.
Fourth period I went a bit crazy. No, I was very sober… Kind of on sugar.
Lunch. Random shit. Finally learned that one kid’s name. It’s Roberto. Ikka and met this girl named Jasmine(?). Songs, watched Ron hella mess up with the umbrella. He’s so slick, lmao. Siiike.
Sixth period I slept....
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cont. Don’t ever stop living, don’t ever stop breathing, keep on laughing smiling and never look back. Because i’m happy when you’re happy. I just want you to know that I’d freakin die for you and i love you forever. <3 hope you feel better loves (:
I’m not emo or depressed. I won’t kill myself babes. Haha. It’s just some days...
personally, i don't care if it's the middle of the...
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(via kateyohshiiit)
this.
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I'm trapped by this inability to speak out.
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January 25, 2010
Currently I’m supposed to doing my persuasive essay for our Lord of the Flies chrestomathy. Yeah, it’s not happening. I can’t seem to focus on it at all right now. There’s so much shit running around in my head. Granted, it’s irrelevant shit that, as I pointed out in my other post, I will never even be able to answer. So what’s the point in asking myself those...
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feel better please jess :] -john-
Thanks John.
I loooove youuuu. And I cant wait to see you tomorrow. Weekends are boring…
I love you too! :)
You saw me today and you loved it. I know you loved it. PAHA.
Leave me something to look forward to(:
“At a certain part in your life—probably when too much of it has gone by—you will...”
– Miss Dodger, Phoebe in Wonderland (via yearslater) (via quote-book)
REBLOG IF you can't STAND writing on paper with...
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(via IDoThatToo - cool Tumblr)
“You haven’t lost your smile at all, it’s right under your nose. You just forgot...”
– (via artpixie)
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>_>
Tell me why I’m in this hella “fuck this shit” mood right now?
Fuck. I hate being in a bad mood.
I’m hella thinking about this random BS that I don’t even need to be thinking about. I’m asking myself all sorts of questions that I know I will never be able to answer. This is fucking stupid. -____-
Tell me why I feel like I never even really knew you? Vice...
Maybe I haven't changed after all. Maybe you just...
“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank...
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Heeeey, I’m in a weird mood right now. Talk to me. Leave me something interesting to read. A joke. A problem. A comment. Whatever you want.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via artpixie)
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I admit it, I'm "friends" with a lot of people.
People love to point it out to me. Yes, indeed. I like to say hi to the people I know. I love greeting people with a large smile on my face in hopes that maybe I’m passing on a little piece of happiness. That doesn’t mean I’m trying to make myself “seem popular.” I don’t need popularity but I do love and cherish all of my friends.
Even then, I don’t have...
“You’re just one broken heart away from happily ever after.”
– Wizards of Waverly Place
“There comes a time in everyones life where you just want to lay down in the...”
– (via jaspreetgill) (via annefwong) (via justdontforgetme)
“The past is what happens where the present has no future in it anymore.”
– A Thief in the House of Memory-Time Wynne-Jones (via justdontforgetme)
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Want soup? :)
Haha, nah it’s okay.
hey youuuu. Dontcha love our love-hate relationship that only has fake hate, cuz it’s so funny to make fun of your sister??
that made no sense…
Of course I love our love-hate relationship. And no, it did not make sense. (:
You’re a beautiful person. Always remember to smile and live...